January 2012
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Letting my old self go! Forgetting my Ex's drama
So…the things I am going through have been happening before my time. I was in a relationship. A controlling one i might add. I gave up friends, family, and just my old self for that boy. He had a really bad anger problem. He hit me, and he broke things of mine. After 6 months of all that… I finally dumped him after he broke more of my things and tried to kill himself to make me stay...
December 2011
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I know IM beautiful, and I know YOUR beautiful…. why dont YOU believe that?
REBLOG if you love God more than Tumblr.
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people that actually don’t reblog this
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don’t ignore this folks.. where do you think you’ll be after death? come on, think.. your soul isn’t going to another being or animal, either Heaven or hell..
Kind of lonley. Not with dj anymore. Its ben 2weeks. Its not healthy. I’m glad I know that. I don’t know why I do the things I do sometimes. Its like I only think in the moment. I want my mom.
I slept with somebody yesturday. Granted I knew the cat since 7th grade. But its always ke doing something like this to get over a breakup. Omg the dick was so good. So big. I love when it hurts...
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stong black women dont need men. lol
So… this is how it is today. Im sad, Im depressed. The breakup didnt hit me this hard. Not until last night. When he actually decided to back off and give me space. Which is a good thing… he can be very angry, obsessive and crazy when he wants to be. But idk why i miss him, or maybe i just miss talking, and loving a person. Yea, i think that’s it. Cause i know, i dont want to be...
November 2011
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Not any more
Oh how i missed blogging. You have no idea. So, me and my 6 month boyfriend are over. The relationship wasn’t gonna work out. He has anger issues and he always takes it out on me. I’m not saying i was perfect in this relationship but …this was the end of it. as of Sunday, i have been single. I feel free…even though i still love him so much. I can make it cause I have safe...
October 2011
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i feel like crying. ive been holding it in. i love him so much i just dont know what to do. we both get mad at stupid things eachother does. him more than me. but when i do, i get shuned, but when he does it, i try so hard to fix it and get over it. I havent been feeling the sex lately. its been quite boring to me. but i dont say anything for obvious reasons. i admit when i get mad, it can be for...
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September 2011
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my worries
So i tested my fiance today…. I was on the phone with him. He didnt know that Im trying to know him alot more and better…thats where my mind set is right now. I want to know him and love him more than I do. I want to be more of his friend more than anything. I want to be his best friend and his lover. I did a small test, where we are on the phone. Im trying to make him talk more....
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CONFINDECE IS BEAUTY
WHY IS IT ALL I SEE IS WHITE SKINNY YOUNG LADIES AS THE STANDARD OF BEAUTY EVERYWHERE… i dont have any kind of racist hatred…LET THAT BE KNOWN FIRST OFF!
I JUST WANT COLORS, RELIGIONS, ALL BODY SIZES TO BE RECOGNIZED FOR THEIR BEAUTY. MAKEUP DOESNT MAKE YOU BEAUTIFUL. HOW YOU CARRY YOURSELF DOES. WITH THE CONFIDENCE AND SECURITY YOU HAVE FOR YOURSELF. IF YOU DONT HAVE ANY…GET...
YOU ACT LIKE A FUCKING KID. WHEN I TRY TO BE REAL WITH YOU, YOU THROW A FUCKING FIT! GROW THE FUCK UP!
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a quote by me
The truth to somebody can seem ugly to others. Doesn’t mean you shun away from it. What does that say about you? - Ebony B.
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iDIDNT MEAN TO HURT YOU
You make me think Im difficult. I know I can be, but just because I want to make our own memories, instead of living in your memories makes me a bad person? NO! It means I want to start our own life, I want to start brand new with you.
I think you dont know how to let go of the past. You dont know what to do with it. Staying where the past is isnt going to make you succeed at all. It will make...
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“ Too Many MC’s Not Enough Mics ” -PRAZWELL”
“you rockin loud but you aint sayin nothin” -Wycleff Jean”
by the way.
i miss my tumblr so much you guys. by the way…im in love!
May 2011
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I
I feel like such an unaccomplishment to you. I feel like shit, like i am never gonna reach my goal. Your doing so well, and I am just here. What the fuck is wrong with me?
Hearing yourself sing in the shower and wondering...
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I miss him so much. It only takes me sitting next to him to realize i want him back. But, maybe its for the best. I wish this feeling was gone already so i can go on with the rest of my life. I dont have time for shit like this. I dont have time for feelings like this. Im too strong and too motivated to CARE for somebody. lol..lies but i am strong and motivated non the less. I just hate...
April 2011
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