// Not any more //

Oh how i missed blogging. You have no idea. So, me and my 6 month boyfriend are over. The relationship wasn’t gonna work out. He has anger issues and he always takes it out on me. I’m not saying i was perfect in this relationship but …this was the end of it. as of Sunday, i have been single. I feel free…even though i still love him so much. I can make it cause I have safe places…what are safe places…. well mine consist of being… COFFEE SHOPS TUMBLR. I have to find a computer to buy now but still… I have my safe places. I dont even consider my safe places to be my apartment or my moms house. Well, except if it involves being in my little brothers 4 year old arms <3 i love him so much. 

So i have a new apartment and roommate. She says shes clean but isnt…thats just the short story and im leaving it there. I also CAN believe im single. I was kinda unhappy for a while and I feel free now. The love was always there though so its definitely hard. 

I can now focus on getting over a hard ass relationship and clearing my mind. Alot of music will be played and alot of wine will be drunk, lol and possibly weed plays a role in this. but im doing this all for me cause this is what i like to do. sue me.