Kind of lonley. Not with dj anymore. Its ben 2weeks. Its not healthy. I’m glad I know that. I don’t know why I do the things I do sometimes. Its like I only think in the moment. I want my mom. I slept with somebody yesturday. Granted I knew the cat since 7th grade. But its always ke doing something like this to get over a breakup. Omg the dick was so good. So big. I love when it hurts so good. I’m such a sexual person. I dont want deception and a pitty party and thata what I get my ex. Right now I want no feelings. Happiness. And sex