// Letting my old self go! Forgetting my Ex’s drama //

So…the things I am going through have been happening before my time. I was in a relationship. A controlling one i might add. I gave up friends, family, and just my old self for that boy. He had a really bad anger problem. He hit me, and he broke things of mine. After 6 months of all that…  I finally dumped him after he broke more of my things and tried to kill himself to make me stay with him. 

Its 3 months after I broke up with him…after all the phone calls from him how he still loves me, how hes breaking up inside…things like that. Im the type to stay loyal to somebody when I am with them, but if im single and want somebody to verify that by coming over and sleeping with me, then i will. I have no problem doing so. 

So, I tweeted about my good night with a friend i use for sex. I did one simple tweet at 330am and at 345 am I get a call. Next thing i know, im being called a hoe, bop and a golddigger. For one… I gave him money, when it really should be mutual and he owes me money for breaking so much shit of mine. Also…when im single, I can do what i want. Im not attached to you. Let go…leave me alone. I caught him in so many lies. LIE AFTER LIE AFTER LIE and he has the nerve to call me out…

Im learning to let go. Cause i realized im too grown to be wasting my precious mind thinking time on one person who never done me good to begin with. 

Im beautiful. I have good friends, a good job, and a dream coming to reality. Why am i stressin. For a little while, i wanted to get revenge on him. But its not healthy to think like that. I know i can make it. I know I can. Lord help me.